You
I just wanna close my eyes. I just wanna run away and dissapear. Sometimes I just wanna close my eyes forever, sometimes I'm sick of running. Somedays I miss your arms around me and somedays I really hate you. But deep, deep inside my heart I love you and I always will. Just half a year ago I couldn't imagine living without you and today I still don't know how I walk from one day to another. I really, really miss you and I don't know what to do. Of course I know it never'll be you and me again but does that means that I'm not allowed to really, relly miss you. You' where the sun of my life, you where the calm that hold me down, you where the love that made me wanna stay here. When I missed my grandparents the most you took care of me. You made me don't wanna take my life. Now, what will I do?
